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14 September 2009 @ 11:28 am
I wonder if that is why I feel light-headed today... I just had my blood pressure taken, and it's only 95 / 59.  Granted, my blood pressure is usually low... but that's awfully low, even for me.  I'm normally around 108 / 64.  Somewhere around that.  So to have blood pressure this low worries me.  I took it three times, and the deviation between them was minimal.   Hmmm... if I continue to feel strange, perhaps I'll go stop by the safety office.

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Here's a bit of interesting TRIVIA regarding the famous SEARS Tower, long time tallest building in the world, still among the giants of global skyscrapers.  And I have personally been up in it, and visited its observation deck.  I ought to take my family there some day.  Samuel would especially be fascinated in its structure I think..

Sears Towers name changed as of March of this year... it is now the Willis Building.  Only six months ago, London-based insurance broker Willis Group Holdings, Ltd., agreed to lease a portion of the building and as part of the agreement obtained the building's naming rights.  SO how bizarre it is.

The Chrysler building may be under similar name changes with the potential demise and bankruptsy of the American Automaker company.  I was explaining this to Phil and Ryan since once of them may be flying out on Wednesday Morning to assist with a demonstration at Chicago, Illinoise.

I then experienced a major ephiphony when I thought to myself, Why would they be meeting in Chicago for a Sears meeting?  There are a lot of corporations there, but the only building I am aware of out there is the SEARS Tower..."

ANd then I stopped dead in my mental tracks as realization hit that SEARS & Robuck Corporation probably owned the SEARS tower, and thus it carried their name.  It was just that I associated the name "SEARS Tower" in it without applying it to any owning company.  I did the same thing with the Delta Center, not stopping to realize that the company, Delta Airlines, owned it.

Phil went on to say that we ought to go over to London and purchase their big building out there.  THen give it an American name.  Then Phil went on to say, "I think Burger King ought to purchase it... then they can call it the Whopper!"

We all laughed at that.
 
 
Michael
09 June 2009 @ 10:51 pm
Yet another brisk, unseasonably cool day as thunderclouds loomed and scattered rain showers threatened to break over Cache Valley's sky once more.  But only a light amount of rain actually fell, and the and wind and clouds kept the ambient air so cool that I kept scanning the tops of the mountains for snow.  It's been a while since we've had snow in June!  :-)

At work it was busy again, as I work hard to hit my deadline for the IRR application this Friday.  I arrived at work at 6:45am, and worked until 6:30pm.  An hour lunch broke up my day when I ran bills into town.  It's going to be nice to have 4 -5 hours of overtime allowed each week now... at least while we are busy.  Of course, our busy state on our shrinking internal applications team will certainly extend throughout the Summer, and probably into the Autumn months.  Once I have completed the SCAR form functionality for the IRR group, I'll be jumping on board with Casey to help him with the three hot applications looming over his head... each of which Tracy would like to have done last week.  ;-)  And of course by this time next month our baby is sure to have come!  I'm not sure how much time I'll be able to wrangle off for that... I'd like to take a full week off if I can, but I'll see where I am on my applications, and what day of the week Mary delivers our baby.  I'll take a few full days off for certain, but perhaps ones that follow will be half days, or a few hours in the morning... just so I can keep abreast of the many changes happening at work.

Still, Mary is my main priority, so I'll make sure to be sensitive to her needs.  It's going to be a big adjustment, to have a 3rd child!  :-)  But an exciting one as well!  We have Samuel's old room ready for the new baby; I set up the crib months ago, and Mary's had the diaper changing station and shelves ready for at least as long.  Samuel moved out of his room, and joined Celeste in hers last summer when we were privlidged to bring Hitomi into our home for July.  Since then we still often refer to it as Hitomi's room, and we have kept Samuel in Celeste's room since they fit well together, and we think it's a great experience for them to learn how to share.  It was challenging getting them to fall asleep in the same room for the first couple of weeks (and sometimes still is!), but they get along so well together, and enjoy sharing each other's room.

Last night, after work, I came home to a tasty meal of Mary's famous meatballs... they were even tangier than usual!  :-)  Then we spent the remaining two hours weeding our backyard.  The weeds had sprung up and had grown so thick!  It was great fun being out there with Mary, although her poor tummy has grown large for her, and makes it difficult to do gardening... at least each time she has to shift positions.  Her tummy is so cute now!  It's definitely looking very pregnant, although still smaller than many girls that aren't due for a couple of months later than Mary.  Mary's always been skinny, and being a fairly tall person, she carries our babies well.  The baby is moving almost constantly these days, and it is so fun to feel!  I love talking to our baby too, because there is no doubt the baby can hear my voice well; it often responds noticably to my voice when I have my face up against Mary's stomach.  She fines it cute as well, to see her stomach shift and undulate suddenly with the motions of the baby inside... most of the time, at least.

I had finished weeding a large strip of weeds alongside our North fence, and left the ground looking black and well tilled.  Just from my shoveling and weeding.  Though the quality of the earth is not ideal in our yard, it's much better than what we had to work with in Provo. There may be a lot of clay and rocks, but this used to be a farmer's field that we live in now.



We called chased out of the backyard by the rain.  We worked for about 30 more minutes, but the rain got to heavy, so we went inside since the sunlight was disappearing quickly.  It only lasted for a short time, and I went out once more to dig a long shallow trench, and some circular motes and divits for four sections of beans that I also planted.  It will be so nice to have fresh green beans!  :-)  I love eating them off the stalk as well.  We're also excited about the corn and peas that are doing so well, and we already have ripe, red strawberries near our house, which I planted last month.  It's going to be great to see if the golden raspberries come up well also.  We've added fertilizer to our soil, though not in time to get it in our garden yet, so hopefully our garden crops will do alright.

Then before putting Celeste and Samuel to sleep, I read them the next chapter in "The Lion, the Witch, and the Wardrobe," which they have very much been enjoying as I read it to them each night.  We have scripture study first, but then once they are in their pajamas, we read a bedtime story.  Of late, it has been the first (and most famous) book in the timeless fantasy classic, "The Chronicals of Narnia."  I loved them as a child, and now it's time to instill that love and wonder and imagination of great books in our own Children.  :-)

 
 
Michael
Numerous thunderstorms hit Ogden, Layton, Bountiful and many communities in between around 8:00 to 8:30 this evening. As many as 150 to 300 lightning strikes were recorded on Vipir, along with strong gusty winds over 50 mph, as the "squall line" hit the Wasatch Front. The jet stream remains close enough to Northern Utah this evening that weather systems moving out of Nevada will continue to bring showers and a few thunderstorms for the next couple of hours. The rain showers will decrease overnight and early tomorrow morning.
 
 
Current Mood: wet
 
 
Michael
This weekend marks the 10th anniversary of the deadly shootings at Columbine High School in Littleton, Colorado.   I heard about it on the radio today on the way to work.  Can you believe it has now been a decade since then?  Many of those who were students on that terrible day have moved on, graduated from Colleges and Universities, and are married with children of their own now attending school.

In that crowd will be Columbine High Principal Frank DeAngelis.  He is one of only a few staff members that have stayed on in the years since the massacre.  They interviewed him on the radio and he said that he figures he's in a pretty unique situation.

"A lot of times, for survivors of plane crashes, or even people that survived the 9/11 terrorism act, returning to that site is very emotional," DeAngelis says. "But for anyone who decided to come back into this building, it's very difficult, because each and every day you relive what happened."

DeAngelis says things are a little better for him today. Most of the school's 145 staff members came back to work the school year after the massacre, but few stayed on much longer. Only 33 of that group are left now. So why is DeAngelis still here?

"It happened on my watch, and I really felt that I needed to stay. And I made a commitment to myself that if it ever got to the point that I didn't want to be here or I was dreading coming into this building or the school, that I would leave. And I haven't had that feeling; and I'm looking forward to finishing my career," he says.

DeAngelis originally pledged to stay on as principal through 2002. That was the year students who were freshmen during the shooting graduated. He's now planning to stay at least three more years.

It was interesting listening to him on the Radio, and trying to think of what he must go through.  He said that he relives the deadly shooting almost every day at school, as he has to walk down the very same hallway that the shooter went through.  Apparently it was after hours when the news reporter was interviewing him, and they were walking down empty, dimly lit hallways.  It was a bit creepy for the reporter.

One of the things that touched me the most was when they stepped into the new library, which replaces the old one in which some of the shootings occurred.  There is a plaque, high on the central wall of the library, with the names of the 13 students who died etched in a beautiful slab of sandstone.  It is the only monument within the school to indicate the deadly shooting of ten years ago.  Recessed lighting shines upon the sandstone, and illuminates the names 24 hours a day... the lights are never turned off.
 
 
Current Mood: sad
 
 
Michael
I wanted to convert one section of code into an include that could then be used on six different JSP pages with nearly identical code.  AFter I went through and corrected for all the styling differences between the page, making them consistent, it cleaned up nearly all the differences.

Then to my dismay, I realized there was one chunk of logic that was not repeated on the other pages.  I was trying to figure out how to deal with the logic differences, yet still create a viable include.  Then I discovered something... it was not a difference at all, but merely the fact that the logic chunk had been written out into a very long, single line nearly 500 characters in length (screen allows for 80 standard characters... about 100 in my view.  So they basically had a run-on sentence!

Had a line that is 520 characters long  They tended to code that way, but for me it is nearly impossible to read.  This is much better now.
 
 
Current Mood: annoyed
 
 
Michael
I'm so excited about tonights concert!  I'll be leaving in a little while once my Mom get's here.  We are cleaning house in anticipation of Rachel and Sharanne's arrival.  YES!   They are able to make it up!  I'm so excited!  Even though the music will be in Latin and German, it is going to be an amazing concert!
 
If you like dramatic, orchestrated music, Carmina Burana (by Carl Orff) is absolutely amazing.  Nearly everyone and their cat has heard the discordant, passionate strains of "O Fortuna!," as it has been used in hundreds of movie trailers, television advertisements, and radio pieces.  That amazing work of musical genius both opens and closes Carmina Burana.  And the music contained within is equally fantastic, and very challenging to sing.
 
It's not just the fact that the music is complex, but that much of it is fast, arithmetically precise, and in a foreign language.  I cannot imagine trying to learn this music in such a short period of time (7 weeks) without anyone other than Craig Jessop.  He has such a masterful understanding of the music, and the way that it should be directed and orchestrated.
 
This is going to be the most expensive concert we've put on yet, and it is every bit a full production.  Just the music that was initially reserved (i.e. the professional orchestra, stage crew, etc.) is a cost of $14,000.  Plus, it will involve not only our 270 member choir, but the USU Chamber Singers, the Cache Valley Children's Choir, and the USU Ballroom team!  Yes indeed, there will be full dancing involved!  Plus the incredible musical requirements to pull of Carmina Burana will demand a larger than average size orchestra, and a percussion section of drums cymbals, and timpani that is four times the size of what we have had.  I am very curious indeed to see how they plan to fit all of us on the stage!  :-)
 
Oh yes, and there will actual monks, dressed up in their full robes, that will be singing and chanting during parts of the production.
 
According to the Event link (below):  "The American Festival Chorus and Orchestra will join with the USU Chamber Singers, USU Ballroom Dancers and the Cache Children's Choir to present Carl Orff's celebrated choral masterpiece, 'Carmina Burana'. This is a must see and hear concert. There will be a pre-concert lecture by conductor Dr. Craig Jessop at 6:45 in the Kent Concert Hall for all ticket holders.
 
 
Current Mood: excited
 
 
Michael
08 February 2009 @ 10:56 pm

Casey once helped interview a person coming in for a technical position in the school district.  It was a network administration job.  At first the interview was going just fine.  He looked sharp, dressed well, and had a respectable resume... albeit very little experience.  But the initial respect they had for this gentleman suddenly changed quite dramatically.  And when it did, all confidence in his ability to mesh with the existing team went out the window.

You see, every time the interviewee answered a technical question, he would preface it with, "Dooo do do!," like some kind of trumpeting fanfare!  Then he would say, "Lemme tell ya!' in a sort of hick-like drawl, and only then proceeded to answer the question!  The first time this gentleman let loose with his idiosyncratic fanfare, Casey and his colegue reacted with a surprised double take... they weren't quite sure what had just happened, and they missed the his answer completely.  So they asked him to repeat his answer.

Once more, just as before, he went, "Doo do do!!!  Lemme tell ya!," and repeated his answer.  This time there was no mistaking what he did and said.  They were both completely stunned.  After the guy interviewing for the position did this about six or seven times, every time they asked him a technical question, Casey and his coleague realized that this person would definitely not be the one getting the job.  Yet because it was a state position within Cache County, the laws and ordinances of the State-ran school district legally required them to continue through each question.

Every time it was a technical question, this guy said, "Dooo do do!" without fail.  They never figured out why, and considered that perhaps he himself wasn't even aware that he was doing it.  It must have been an extremely odd manerism to behold.  Perhaps he was nervous, and it was the way that he was able to think through each question briefly.  Kind of like the filler sounds (e.g. uhhhh, eh, ah, er) so many people make when speaking.  But whatever the reason, it pretty much invalidated his entire interview since it was so difficult to take him seriously.

By Casey's description, I was initially picturing some 60 year old guy from the heart of the Appalacian South or something.  Not really a city folk at all.  But apparently he was a fairly young guy, younger than Casey.

It takes all kind to make this here world of our go 'round, eh?  Dontcha' know?  Ya know?

 
 
Current Mood: bizarre
 
 
Michael

This entry is inspired by a random post LiveJournal was listing as a way of getting ones thoughts flowing.   Fortuntes from Fortune cookies is such an interesting experience in American Culture.  Nobody is exactly sure of who invented the fortune cookie, although it is indisuputable that Fortune cookies in their current form were first served in California by immigrants who based the cookie on a traditional Japanese cracker.  The cookies are little-known in mainland China or Taiwan.

Here are some of the fortunes that I have received and kept and liked enough to place in my wallet:
     *  You will be rewarded by a peer for being a good listener
     *  Your genuine talent will find its way to success
     *  A bold and dashing adventure is in your future within the year.

Here is a fortune Samuel got one evening:
     *  It's definitely a day for work, not play, so don't be tempted.

And here are two unusual fortunes which I received:
     *  You may fall into a spell of shininess -- Don't buy it!
     *  With patience, mulberry leaves will become a silk gown.

Here are some Here are some other fortunes that people have received when they have eaten at various Chinese Resturaunts around the country.  Some of them are pretty bizarre!:

     *  The strangest advice?  One fortune I got was not even advice!  It says that, "I see pictures in poems and poems in pictures."  That doesn't even make any sense!  I don't like poetry.

     *  Well, I haven't gotten strange fortune's. My best friend has, though!  I think the best one that he ever got said, "You like Chinese food.

     *  "Never trust waiter who laugh when bringing drink..."

     *  I don't know about strange advice... the worst fortune cookie I ever got: "You like Chinese Food"  YA THINK????? Actually, I got a blank one once. That one sucked too!

     *  I got one a few months ago that said, "Make friendships last longer; seal someone in plastic."

     *  One fortune I got was mighty strange...it was written in Chinese!  No translation to be found anywhere.

     *  The strangest advice I've ever gotten from a fortune cookie was, "You should start your own home business." This was in 1998, after I left one bad McJob for a better-paying temp position. Let's put it this way: I had Chinese food, and the cookie, the day before I was informed that they no longer needed my services.

     *  I was walking to my car once when I saw a fortune on the ground. I said to myself something along the lines of, "I wonder if you can take someone else's fortune if you find the fortune on the ground?" And what did the fortune say? It said: "Your greed will not be rewarded." So there it is, kids, life lessons from discarded fortunes. And to think your mom and dad told you to eat your vegetables.

     *  "Dont pick at it"

     *  "You will be in the drivers seat this week," when I don't even have a lisence!

     *  Or, my personal favorite, "Before you roar, first take a deep breath."

     *  The strangest advice?  hmmm, "To look beyond what is only seen."  or something like that.  My creepiest one was "There is a dark stranger in your near future!"  *shudder*  creepy stalker fortune!

     *  Out of all the fortunes I've ever gotten, the strangest didn't even have a smidgen of advice. It said, "You love peace!"

     *  My strangest would be when I got empty cookies three times in about a month, each at a different place.  Rumor had it this meant death was upon me but apparently it was not.

     *  I don't normally answer these kinds of posts, but I saw this and felt compelled.  It probably doesn't count since it isn't really advice, and I didn't receive it, but... right before Grandad died, while he was really sick and having mini-heart attacks every day, we had Chinese food as a family, and his fortune read:  "Every day spent above ground is a good day."  I still get a bit sad when I remember that.

     *  It wasn't a fortune cookie, but I recently had a horoscope that ended with "Run! Just Run!"

     *  Mine was:  "Promote literacy, buy a box of fortune cookies today!"  Pretty much the lamest thing ever!

     *  It really doesn't qualify as strange, but the most pathetic fortune I ever got was: You look pretty today =)   Complete with the smiley face at the end.

     *  "Beware traveling in dark alleyways alone."  Literally.  I'd really like to see one that says, "You shouldn't have eaten that."

     *  I once got a fortune that had inscribed upon it, "Imscraille ferigremp bahtwervel."   You figure it out. Those three words mean what?  Yep, that's what I thought. The fortune cookie scribes must have been liberally sampling the firewater!

 
 
Current Mood: happy
 
 
Michael

Today is January 20, 2009.  At the 12:00pm inauguration ceremonies today in Washington D.C. on the grounds in between the White House and the Washington Monument, Senator Obama became President Obama in one of the most historical inaugurations in the history of our country.  For not only has a new president been sworn in during a time of great economic turmoil and political unrest, but that man is also our very first Black President.  African-American through and through, the historical significance of this election and inauguration is indisputable.

I watched and listened to the proceedings from my computer as I programmed today.  It was an unprecedented experience, and President Obama gave a very powerful and emotionally driving speech.  Indeed he would have made Martin Luther King Jr. proud.  I thought of King's great legacy more than once as I listened to Obama speak to the people of America.  I am sure it brought tears to many people's eyes, for today's election marks a grand union of color and race like few other events have.  It was powerful indeed. 

A couple of hours later, while I was taking a break, I stopped in the break room where the after-election proceedings were taking place.  There was Obama, surrounded by his motorcade, but on foot!  Apparently President Obama got out of the car several times with his wife and children to actually walk along the rode, instead of remaining within the presidential limousine the way most presidents had.  I also noticed the half dozen security personnel and body-guards walking at strategic positions in a sort of perimeter around Obama and his family.  You could see with their face and eyes that their focus and attention was riveted 100% on the crowds around them, watching for any sign of trouble or violence.  Fortunately there was none.

I like Obama's focus on his family.  He is very traditional in his values, and his wife and daughter are number one to him.  I really like that about him a lot.  I also appreciate his religious devotion, for I believe that every President who serves our great country must have faith, devotion, and trust in God in order to be an effective leader.  When hard decisions come our leaders way, critical decisions just cannot be made as effectively without a knowledge of our Heavenly Father, and a willingness to turn to Him in times of need.  Certainly I do not refer to religious wars and evil and terror being carried out in the name of God.  Rather, I speak of sincere devotion to God, and a humility that can only come when our President and other national leaders place God central in their lives.  And President Obama seems to have that foundation that offers the discipline and integrity that is paramount to defining a good leader.

Yet that being said, I have my concerns as well.  While I try to remain positive and hopeful about our new President, I am also somewhat frightened.  To be honest, I have great trepidation about what the next four years will bring in Washington D.C. , and I fear that President Obama may fail at the difficult tasks ahead.  His job is certainly not an easy one, and I don't envy it or aspire to his position in the least.  He will have to make hard choices under phenominal pressure.  And I give credit to any man who can handle the demands of President of the United States.

President Obama is a great orator with impressive speeches, of that there is no doubt; yet I have noticed that his speeches are sometimes rather light on content, written more for the emotional punch that his delivery will bring, rather then providing actual meaning and continuity.  He likes catch phrases and profound statements.  They are certainly great words and thoughts, but do they have the substance necessary to indicate whether he will be able to help us out of our ever-weakening economy... especially now that it has spread throughout the globe?  And though he promotes diplomacy (which I fully support when it works), will he also be able to bring to play the brass and backbone required to effect change throughout other nation’s political and military organizations?  And even more frightening... what if another war occurrs?  Will Obama be able to handle it, and make the right decisions?  It's a ruthless world out there, and there are many places and times that diplomacy falls short of what is necessary... far short.

I have huge doubts concerning Barack Obama's capabilities as President of the United States of America.  He is also democratic, and extremely liberal at that.  His entire political foundation is foreign to me, and quite backwards in thought.  While I am excited that he seems to be promoting tax cuts and even stating that "less government" may be required, I cannot help but think that he is going to be another Kennedy in his execution of political decisions.  His agenda is too left-wing, at least from my preliminary appraisals.

My worst fear of all is how the economy is going to respond to his policy-making in the coming months.  I fear that this will be a repeat of the disaster that happened when the American people elected Jimmy Carter as President.  The volotile economy today is very similar to the failing state that was occurring as Carter took office as our 39th President of the United States.  But contrary to Carter's campaign promises, he didn't improve the economy at all... he accelerated its descent and drove it right into the ground!  Unemployment bounced up into the double digits, and over 4,000 banks and financial institutions failed completely. This included the Savings & Loans institutions as well.  And consumer loans for automobiles and houses rose to their highest in history... around 18%. If it was not for the miracle work that President Regan was able to execute during his time in office, our economy would have continued to worsen. So, my worst nightmare, economically speaking, is the potential of history repeating itself in a very unpleasant way during President Obama’s time in office.

So for now, I will swallow my concern, and try to sleep at night.  I will give President Obama the benefit of the doubt, and support him as my president, as I did George Bush… though it may prove challenging. And I will pray with all of my heart that my concerns are unfounded, and that President Obama lives up to some of the more important campaign promises he has so fervently made.  May God bless him in all the decisions that he makes.  If he makes the right decisions (very difficult indeed since there are so many unknown factors), then I will be very pleased.  If not, then we have a very rocky presidency ahead indeed.

 
 
Current Mood: anxious
 
 
Michael
14 January 2009 @ 07:54 am
Today, the dazzling planet Venus reaches it greatest eastern elongation – its greatest distance east of the sun for Venus’ present apparition as the bright evening “star.” At greatest eastern elongation, Venus appears in the west after sunset. Venus began its stint as the evening “star” on June 9, 2008, and its reign will end on March 27, 2009.

Between June 9, 2008 and today, Venus was traveling eastward (and upward) from the sun. Today, as seen from Earth, Venus is at the easternmost point in its orbit. After today, Venus will start to go westward (and plunge downward) toward the sun. On March 27, Venus will swing between the Earth and the sun, to pass into the morning sky. You’ll probably first see Venus as the morning “star” at dawn this April.

A telescope reveals that Venus exhibits a quarter phase whenever it reaches greatest eastern elongation. It looks like the first quarter moon. Look through a telescope and you’ll see Venus half-lit in sunshine and half-engulfed in shadow.

It appears bright and vivid in the night sky, and stays up much later than usual. It will not be this distance from the sun again until 2018.
 
 
Current Mood: peaceful
 
 
Michael
Here is the flyer for the Mozart Requiem, and a photo taken of our actual performance. Credit to Alecia Neibaur for the photo, though I cropped it and resized it for the purposes of the web.

Mozart Requiem - Concert Flyer


Photo taken during the Requiem Concert
 

 
 
Current Mood: excited
 
 
Michael
12 November 2008 @ 12:07 am
I don't know if I have mentioned it in a previous post, but gasoline prices have dropped like crazy over the past month!  I'm certainly not complaining... we're all very excited, actually!  I suppose it is one of the few good rays of sunlight breaking through the ominous clouds of the national economy, yea, even the current world economy!

It's especially heartening to hear the continuing dramatic drops in gas prices after months of hearing the news media make periodic references to the fact that the large oil companies (Exxon, Mobile, Chevron, etc.) continue to make history with unmatched quarterly profits in the billions of dollars!  Well, no wonder since we the conumers were recently paying over $4.00 a gallon for gasoline!  So yes, it is VERY nice to see some of that return being redirected towards the consumers.  :-)

And gas prices keep on dropping!  Further than I ever anticipated, actually.  For instance, today when I filled up my car, Macey's Flying J gas (the cheapest in town) had just dropped gas under $2.40 for the low grade!  :-)  Do you know how exciting that is to see?  :-)  It wasn't long ago that we were paying well over $3.00 for a gallon of gas.

I looked up gasoline prices when I got home, and Utah is ranked around 6th for having the highest consumer gasoline costs in the nation right now. :-(  Actually, we have been historically the highest for gas for quite a long time.  Of course, we also tend to take the longest to jump up in price when gas prices rise... so that side of the quotient is nice to be on.  I just wish the prices of gas would drop a bit quicker!  Apparently Minnesota is right around $2.00 a gallon right now, so Michelle is really enjoying that!

At any rate, the cost of gas in Salt Lake City (low-grade) on November 1st was $2.72.
   1 month ago (10/14)...  $3.36
   2 months ago (09/14)... $3.79
   3 months ago (08/14)... $3.98
   4 months ago (07/14)... $4.29

Back in July, for most of the month, the price stayed close to $4.40 for mid-grade, which we are required to use for both our van and the Kia.  It was really frustrating to put in over $50 every time I filled up my little Kia Sephia.  And the Honda Odyssey mini-van, with a 17 gallon tank, exceeded $70 on some occasions!

But then, gradually, how welcome it was when the prices started dropping!  Seeing so many wall-street institutions fail during the past few months has NOT been at all nice, and it has been depressing and sad to watch helplessly as the stock market plummeted so severely throughout October.  But gas prices were literally killing the middle and lower class incomes, and something had to give.  Yet the big oil giants in the middle-east were trying all they could to prevent oil from dropping below the psychological $100 a barrel mark.  They cut production by 700,000 barrels a day (Saudi Arabia) in the hopes that it would curb the drop.  It did for about a week, but then when Leahman Brothers and Goldman Sax went under, the stock market took that unbelievable 800 point nose-dive, and crude oil plummeted to $89 a barrel.  Once under the $100 mark, prices have continued lower and lower.  And I, for one, hope that it continues!  Maybe this, above all else, will help spur forth our economy.

So how nice it is now, to see gas prices having dropped to less than half of what they were during the summer peak!  Best of all, I heard yesterday on the radio the news commentator announce that prices were heading towards $50 a barrel for crude oil!  That's awesome!  Consider that during the summer, oil was trading at $147.50 a barrel!  So it's been a huge blessing to see oil and gasoline drop so low... lower than any of us ever thought it would.

Back in July, the prices of gasoline had been escalating so rapidly that I feared we would easily see $5.00 per gallon by Christmas.  So what a wonderful turn-around for the American people!  Diesel, unfortunately, still lingers about .40 cents higher then premium-grade gasoline... rather ironic sense it used to trail below low-grade by .20 or .30 cents.  Still, as long as diesel also continues to drop, we may finally see the squeeze on the cost of goods and items relax enough for the shipping of food and commodities to drop in price also.

Only time will tell.  And perhaps this price drop in gasoline is but a brief respite; when the economy (including the international financial market) finally recovers, we may see the cost of gasoline soar skyward once more.
 
 
Michael

Well, the election is now beyond question; there are still a lot of precincts that have not reported in, but they are primarily the western states, Hawaii, and Alaska.  Nearly all of these states have too few precincts to make a difference in the voting outcome; it is truly the eastern states of Florida, North Carolina, Virginia, Ohio, and the huge cornerstone state of Pennsylvania that really determine the winner of the election; these handful of states really do carry the most weight, since they include the greatest number of precincts.

At this time, Obama has 338 electoral votes, and only 270 are required to win the Presidency.  Obama won it through and through, and he now has become the first African-American President... indeed the first non-White man to be called into the highest political office of the United States.  And as much as I can, I will support him.  I may question some of his policies, and even disagree vehemently with some of his ideals, but on the same token, I will give him my support unless he proves unworthy of it.  For soon he will be the President of the United States.

Perhaps I was a bit too harsh on Obama in regards to my previous post.  And perhaps I sounded a bit paranoid, or maybe even seeming to echo the mindset of a conspiracy theorist.  Usually I am considerably more diplomatic and less blunt with my words.  Yet with the post I authored at lunchtime today, I opened up my heart and wrote exactly how I felt, sharing my concerns about Barack Obama.

While my concerns have not changed, I have accepted that Obama has been elected into office.  I think that McCain did a fantastic job campaigning against near impossible odds in a continual uphill battle regarding this election, and that it was unfair from the beginning.  Had this been a level playing field, I do not think Obama would have won with so broad a margin.  In fact, I think that it would have been Obama (not McCain) that would have had to fight every inch of the way.

This particular election year occurred at a very tumultuous state in our countries history.  Our economy has suffered through the most intense downturn and recession seen since the Savings & Loan crisis in the early 1980's; we are just completing a long, unpopular war in Iraq; President Bush has the lowest approval rating any president has seen since Jimmy Carter; this country wants change, and they don't trust the Republican Party to deliver them from the economic mess we are currently struggling in.  So it's not a huge surprise that Obama would win so decisively.

I think that the Democratic Party never forgave President Bush's narrow victory in 2004; the news media as a whole (largely liberal in stance) has hated President Bush for it, and has gone after him with a vengeance ever since.  The news always proclaims the perceived failures of President George W. Bush, and chooses to sweep his many successes under the proverbial carpet. 

Mary and I spoke with my father briefly tonight after we completed voting ourselves; he too is not pleased to see Obama voted into office.  He has little respect for Obama, and feels he may be more a figurehead (especially in foreign affairs) then a president that will really get things done.  And my Dad also despises the news media.

In my father's words, "The Media has absolutely castrated President Bush in the American People's eyes!"

True... very true.  The new media has been absolutely relentless to drag Bush through the mud with every chance that they get.

So in sadness I listened to John McCain's concession speech.  It was very noble and gracious, and listening to it brought tears to my eyes.  He was very kind to Obama, stating that Barack has achieved a great honour, and that his winning the presidency is indeed a historic accomplishment.  He stated that this was an especially historic day for African-Americans everywhere, and that he is happy for those who are celebrating tonight.

So now a new President will be inaugurated on January 20th of next year; not the president I cast my vote for, certainly, but it is how it is.  I hope that Obama is up to the challenge of president; I hope that there is real action underneath his flowery speeches; I hope that he takes his new elected position with full seriousness and sobriety of mind, and that he has what it takes to be the 44th President of the United States.

 
 
Current Mood: depressed
 
 
Michael
04 November 2008 @ 02:03 pm

Wow, here we are… Election 2008 is upon us!  By the end of tomorrow, we as the citizens of the United States will have elected our next President into office.  For better or for worse, I’ll support our new President.

The campaign trail has grown fierce, and I doubt that neither candidate (Obama or McCain) have gotten much sleep the past week.  Both presidential hopefuls have been blazing a trail throughout the country… especially the battleground states that will determine the most closely contested election since the 1960’s.

I heard on the radio this morning that Barack Obama's grandmother recently passed away.  They played a brief clip of Obama speaking about his grandmother, and it felt a bit intimate as he shared some of his feelings.  Obama has a great deal to thank her for; his grandmother largely raised him as a child.  I also recall a couple of weeks ago when he went to Hawaii and paid a visit to her since she was seriously ill.  How difficult it must be for him at this time.

Now that his grandmother has passed on, he is dealing with his grief while still continuing to campaign full-tilt; that must be very difficult for him.  Hearing him speak with great love and respect about his grandmother brought tears to my eye.

From another clip that NPR News played this morning, Obama stated (with an understandable catch in his throat), "But she has gone home!"  Tears returned to my eyes, for his mother has indeed returned home.  How right Obama is.  And his grandmother is now in a Spiritual paradise that is more real and greater than Obama likely realizes.

Barack Obama is a great orator, there is no doubt about that.  When I listen to him speak, I get a sense of honesty in what he shares.  His religious background appeals to me as well.  He certainly believes very strongly in what he says.  But I do not want him to win this election.  If Obama made it to the White House, we may well have a dark future ahead.

I am not at all racist, so I welcome the idea of electing a non-Caucasian president… but only if his agenda and ideals match what I desire in our President.  And Obama does not approach what I am seeking… not nearly closely enough.

One of my greatest fears is just how much government would grow during his term(s) in office.  Taxes would undoubtedly increase, and government intervention would be significant.  I greatly fear that if Obama becomes President, that he would institute preliminary measures that could sadly usher in a transition from Capitalism to Socialism.  Though he would claim it would be for the benefit of the common man, and the working lower class, a shift towards “government protection” would have to occur to match the issues that he intends to address if he is elected President of the United States.

I am much more in favor of McCain’s sound economic approach, in lowering taxes to free up the middle and upper class to invest more of their money back into the country.  It’s a natural result… you lower taxes, and available spending increases.  Lower commercial taxes would also encourage foreign investors to move companies and manufacturing into the United States.

Obama would rather increase taxes of companies and the upper class; true, they have more money, but taxing them more heavily is not the answer; they already pay considerably more in taxes as it is.  If taxes increase, you encourage businesses to seek greener pastures elsewhere, and the wealthy would only find more loopholes to avoid the taxes that they would be burdened with.  I’m certainly not in the wealthy class, but I know that “stealing from the rich” is only affective in Kingdoms of royalty and fairy tales… not a government such as the United States.

Our country was founded upon a democratic government that is based on capitalism, with a low amount of government intervention, and that has made us extremely successful as a nation.  To lose that structure by imposing greater government control and hand-holding would not only undermine the most integral structures of this great nation, it would largely destroy the many businesses, great and small, domestic and foreign, that seek to do business within the United States of America.  Most especially, it would harm the millions of small business ran by individuals—you and me—that serve to drive the largest part of our economy.  We cannot lose that at any cost, and I fear that Obama's time in office would hurt our nation far more then so many people realize! 

Furthermore, Obama is young, and woefully inexperienced when compared against Senator McCain.  Although I haven't been pleased by any of the mudslinging that has occurred on both sides (some of it downright childish), I do put my faith and trust into McCain, and the political and governmental experience he has attained through the years.  Hands down, he’ll make a far better President.

He is definitely older than many presidents have been, but he seems healthy enough to fulfill the responsibilities that being President will require.  Also, McCain he is going to be much more solid and consistent when it comes to making hard political decisions... especially regarding our economy, foreign affairs, and cleaning up the aftermath resulting from the wars in Afghanistan and Iraq, once they finally end... which I believe will occur during the next four years.  I shudder with fear to think of what could come of putting Obama in office when faced with such large governmental matters.  Obama simply is not up to task; he has flowery words that impress, but it will take actions and hard decisions when reality sets in.  That is one reason that I believe McCain will succeed.

McCain also is going to be a different president then George W. Bush, and has stated (against popular belief) that he will not be the 3rd term of President Bush.  And I believe that it is a true statement.  McCain is republican, as is President Bush, but he is a lot more moderate as well.  He will no doubt continue many aspects of policy that President Bush has implemented, many of which I support at my core.  But he will also have a fresh view point, and a different take on important matters; it will offer the change we need without going to the far extreme that Obama would lean towards.

Furthermore, while I believe that President Bush has made some mistakes (i.e. undisclosed Wire Tapping, too much security in airports), I largely support his decisions regarding the war in Iraq.  It has been expensive, and soldiers have lost lives, but Iraq is far more stable than it was before the war.  And had the war on terrorism, and Al-Qaida not occurred, this country could be in a much worse state then it is today.  While some deceit likely has occurred during the past several years, I believe that President Bush and his upper administration know things that would make the bravest man or woman pale if we knew everything about it.

Sadly, the media is largely liberal in their viewpoint, and with the instant access we as the general public has to the news media sources (i.e. Radio, Television, Cable, Satellite, Internet, etc.), has only served to increase the damage they are capable of causing.  We as people tend to easily believe anything they say, and only after scrutiny and careful evaluation can we make educated decisions based on the reality of current affairs… not the yellow-journalism sensationalism that seems to saturate so much of our news exposure.  Ultimately, it is up to every one of us to make informed decisions based on the most accurate information and data we can assemble.  It is our great freedoms—including the freedom of speech and the freedom to elect our officials—that makes this country the most privileged group of citizens anywhere throughout the world.

Today, after work, I will be going to my precinct to vote.  Senator John McCain and Governor Sarah Palin will be receiving my vote today.  Of course, it will really be the initiatives and local government for which my vote will have the most affect.  It’s pretty certain which Senator Utah will be voting for today.  I do wish that I had the ability to vote in a battleground state today, where my vote might actually help tip the balance away from Obama.

Why do I support McCain?  There are many reasons.

First, the economy: McCain was born at the tail-end of the depression, and I believe he is the best choice in bringing us out of this economic mess.  He has lived through many economic crises, and his life experience may well help us the most.  Plus, I believe his plans on how to help the economy are sound, as I stated previously.

Second, the war in Iraq:  I agree with his support of President Bush’s policies in general, but have no argument that the management of the war has been less than perfect at times.  However, it is a conflict we became involved in, and it’s our job to help provide a resolution as well to prevent Iraq from tumbling back into violence and terror.  The lives of the Iraqians are far better today than when we entered the war, and the troops that have given so much deserve the credit that they have earned.  Everything we have fought for would crumble if we fail to gradually withdraw.  I also support McCain’s moral justifications for the war.  As I said previously, I largely support President Bush for his war efforts, even with how unfavorable he has become in many people’s eyes.  I largely blame the scathing destructiveness of the liberal media for that.  I believe that George Bush has done far better than he is given credit for.

Third, his view on Abortion: McCain is “Pro-Life” which mirrors my ideals.  McCain is anti-abortion; he believes that abortions should be legal only when the pregnancy resulted from incest, rape, or when the life of the woman is endangered.  I also agree with that, because I have a great hatred of any form of abuse.  In those cases, I have absolutely no issues with abortion.  But otherwise, life is far too important to end on a whim.  Every child is a child of our Heavenly Father, and I believe within my heart that the spirit of that tiny life is joined with the body at the time of conception.  

Fourth, his chosen running mate, Sarah Palin:  I definitely like Sarah Palin, and I feel that she will make a fantastic vice-president alongside McCain.  When I first heard that McCain had chosen her, I was absolutely shocked and dumbfounded; indeed it has even hurt his image with many voters.  But the more I have read about her choices as Governor of Alaska, my respect for her has increased dramatically.  She has been the rallying cry behind the lower class workers of Alaska, and she herself has been among them.  And she has stood up to the corruption of the powerful executives that make up the large oil producers in that area.  She has shown incredible backbone, and her integrity has been amazing for anyone in the political world.  She is also a mother of five, and has the family values which I commend and hold true.  Because of how young she is, and how much she has accomplished, I believe she would offer great balance and contrast to McCain’s perspective.  It appears that the two of them would work well together, and I believe it would be a great presidency with the two of them in office as President and Vice President.  She would also be the first woman in office, which would be historic.

Fifth, the issue of Energy:  I like Obama’s stance of using more renewable energies, but I fear his plan to completely phase out incandescent light bulbs in a few years, killing traditional coal, and his stated mandates on renewable energy is a bit too steep.  I believe that it is the direction that we must move in, and the destination that we must ultimately reach… but McCain’s plan of alternative energies, nuclear power, and off-shore drilling seems more reasonable and realistic to me.  Plus, it keeps large portions of our working force in jobs longer while they gradually transition into other careers.

And now a final word about the biggest change that needs to occur within this next presidency… a resolution to this huge housing crisis mess!

Against what Obama and the other democrats (in general) are saying, it is not the Republican Party that is solely responsible for this mess, and it certainly wasn't the fault of George W. Bush.  I believe the original core cause of our economic crisis goes back much further than that.

I have read a variety of reports, letters, and columns written by people that have indicated that the housing crisis started much earlier than President Bush's presidency... way back in the 1980's when pressure was placed to relax the requirements necessary to get a house loan... pressure placed largely by democrats... not republicans.
 

Here is a quotation from the great fiction writer, Orson Scott Card, on the matter:

“Would the Last Honest Reporter Please Turn On the Lights? “
By Orson Scott Card

Editor's note: Orson Scott Card is a Democrat and a newspaper columnist, and in this opinion piece he takes on both while lamenting the current state of journalism.

“This housing crisis didn't come out of nowhere.  It was not a vague emanation of the evil Bush administration.   It was a direct result of the political decision, back in the late 1990s, to loosen the rules of lending so that home loans would be more accessible to poor people.  Fannie Mae and Freddie Mac were authorized to approve risky loans.

What is a risky loan?  It's a loan that the recipient is likely not to be able to repay.

The goal of this rule change was to help the poor — which especially would help members of minority groups.  But how does it help these people to give them a loan that they can't repay?  They get into a house, yes, but when they can't make the payments, they lose the house — along with their credit rating.

They end up worse off than before.

This was completely foreseeable and in fact many people did foresee it.  One political party, in Congress and in the executive branch, tried repeatedly to tighten up the rules.  The other party blocked every such attempt and tried to loosen them.

Furthermore, Freddie Mac and Fannie Mae were making political contributions to the very members of Congress who were allowing them to make irresponsible loans. 

Isn't there a story here?  Doesn't journalism require that you who produce our daily paper tell the truth about who brought us to a position where the only way to keep confidence in our economy was a $700 billion bailout?  Aren't you supposed to follow the money and see which politicians were benefiting personally from the deregulation of mortgage lending?

I have no doubt that if these facts had pointed to the Republican Party or to John McCain as the guilty parties, you would be treating it as a vast scandal.  "Housing-gate," no doubt.  Or "Fannie-gate."

Instead, it was Senator Christopher Dodd and Congressman Barney Frank, both Democrats, who denied that there were any problems, who refused Bush administration requests to set up a regulatory agency to watch over Fannie Mae and Freddie Mac, and who were still pushing for these agencies to go even further in promoting sub-prime mortgage loans almost up to the minute they failed.

As Thomas Sowell points out in a TownHall.com essay entitled "Do Facts Matter ," Alan Greenspan warned them four years ago.  So did the Chairman of the Council of Economic Advisers to the President.  So did Bush's Secretary of the Treasury."   

These are facts.  This financial crisis was completely preventable.  The party that blocked any attempt to prevent it was ... the Democratic Party.  The party that tried to prevent it was ... the Republican Party.

Yet when Nancy Pelosi accused the Bush administration and Republican deregulation of causing the crisis, you in the press did not hold her to account for her lie.  Instead, you criticized Republicans who took offense at this lie and refused to vote for the bailout!  What?  It's not the liar, but the victims of the lie who are to blame? How does that logic work?

Now let's follow the money ... right to the presidential candidate who is the number-two recipient of campaign contributions from Fannie Mae.  And after Freddie Raines, the CEO of Fannie Mae who made $90 million while running it into the ground, was fired for his incompetence, one presidential candidate's campaign actually consulted him for advice on housing.

If that presidential candidate had been John McCain, you would have called it a major scandal and we would be getting stories in your paper every day about how incompetent and corrupt he was.

But instead, that candidate was Barack Obama, and so you have buried this story, and when the McCain campaign dared to call Raines an "adviser" to the Obama campaign — because that campaign had sought his advice — you actually let Obama's people get away with accusing McCain of lying, merely because Raines wasn't listed as an official adviser to the Obama campaign.

You would never tolerate such weasely nit-picking from a Republican.

If you who produce our local daily paper actually had any principles, you would be pounding this story, because the prosperity of all Americans was put at risk by the foolish, short-sighted, politically selfish, and possibly corrupt actions of leading Democrats, including Obama.

If you who produce our local daily paper had any personal honor, you would find it unbearable to let the American people believe that somehow Republicans were to blame for this crisis.

There are precedents.  Even though President Bush and his administration never said that Iraq sponsored or was linked to 9/11, you could not stand the fact that Americans had that misapprehension — so you pounded us with the fact that there was no such link.  (Along the way, you created the false impression that Bush had lied to them and said that there was a connection.)

If you had any principles, then surely right now, when the American people are set to blame President Bush and John McCain for a crisis they tried to prevent, and are actually shifting to approve of Barack Obama because of a crisis he helped cause, you would be laboring at least as hard to correct that false impression.

Your job, as journalists, is to tell the truth.  That's what you claim you do, when you accept people's money to buy or subscribe to your paper.

But right now, you are consenting to or actively promoting a big fat lie — that the housing crisis should somehow be blamed on Bush, McCain, and the Republicans.  You have trained the American people to blame everything bad — even bad weather — on Bush, and they are responding as you have taught them to.

If you had any personal honor, each reporter and editor would be insisting on telling the truth — even if it hurts the election chances of your favorite candidate.

Because that's what honorable people do.  Honest people tell the truth even when they don't like the probable consequences.  That's what honesty means.  That's how trust is earned.

Barack Obama is just another politician, and not a very wise one.  He has revealed his ignorance and naiveté time after time — and you have swept it under the rug, treated it as nothing.”

*  *  *  *  *

So, tonight is the big night.  We will find out who our president for the next four years will be.  If Barack Obama is elected president, it certainly won’t be the end of the world.  A president only has so much power, even though they can authorize and veto bills.  It is the Senate and Congress that adds the balancing factors to our national government. 

A lot of what a President does is negotiation and shoulder-rubbing with other countries throughout the world; the president represents the United States, and it is true that Obama is popular in the international circle.  He might serve our country well in that regard.

My primary hope is, of course, that John McCain is elected as our next President.  We’ll see how the rest of the country feels by the end of tonight… may the best man win!

 

 

 
 
Current Mood: thoughtful
 
 
Michael
I haven't been posting much in my journal lately, and that is unfortunate. There are so many happy and glorious things to write about, even amidst the chaos and turmoil on WallStreet. But work has been keeping me very busy, and what free time I have left is tied up at home mostly. I have a variety of organizational projects I am trying to snatch time into, but the majority of my time away from work is spent with Mary and our wonderful children, Celeste and Samuel. The more the economy weighs down on me, the more I want to spend time with them.

The future is so uncertain right now. It could be that the economy will rebound this very month, and the DOW JONES, S&P, Nasdeq, and other indexes will begin to grow once more. But we are in a vicious circle, and more and more of the bad debt from sub-prime, variable interest rate mortgages continue to clog the credit, and prevent the commercial paper from flowing freely. Granted, credit was given far too freely, and risks were far too great... but it's all part of the aggressive, high-risk capitalistic society that interweaves itself throughout the United States. Assumming the imminent recession isn't too terrible, investors will hopefully learn from this terrible financial year, and become a bit more reserved and conservative with how they do business.

And what an awful year it has been... very frightening too. I'm really quite scared about the economy, and it has resulted in an anxiety and mild depression that has been wearing on my sweetheart these past few weeks... er, months. But I can't help it, because of the responsibility I have to my wife, my children, and our mortgage. If the economy doesn't turn around in a hurry, and if investor confidence isn't restored, more than just retirement funds will be at stake... so with small and large businesses. The financial crisis has already hit almost every sector of work, from blue-collar to white-collar jobs alike. And the terrible virus of distrust and fear has been quickly spreading into almost every corner of the globe. And if businesses can't take out loans or gain credit, and can't survive this economical recession, than we are going to start seeing more and more jobs lost, and the unemployment rate will climb. I do not wish to lose my job... and I do not wish my siblings and parents to lose their jobs either.



So at any rate, my anxiety continues to grow... this has marked the 7th day in a row that the Dow Jones has seen large drops! At this time last year, the DOW Jones Index was over 14,000! Now we have dropped to 8,500! Only nine days ago, we were at nearly 11,000 points! It's been absolutely miserable, and I fear it is only going to get worse. This is absolutely the worst we have seen the stock market since the Savings & Loan crisis in the early 1980's, when I was just a child. Those years sent the unemployment rate flying up above 10%! And interest rates ever spiraled upward, resulting in mortgage rates that were 16% to 18% fixed loans! It was the reason my parents weren't able to move as they had planned; the interest rates were completely prohibitive. So instead, my Dad ripped off the roof of our house, and he built us a second floor! We lived in that house all through my elementary school years.

Only after President Ronald Reagan cut income taxes from top to bottom, and reduced the size of the federal government for the first time since the New Deal, was he able to combat a terrible financial economy that was spinning out of control.

I recall from my economical class in college that President Reagan invited the top economists from around the country to work together as a big "think tank" for a period of several days. They all worked together to try to brainstorm a solution to the countries economic mess and Savings & Loan failures. But after the weekend was complete, none of the economists had an answer, because nobody knew what to do.

President Reagan needed every bit of this help. Internally, our great nation faced a multitude of serious economic problems: double-digit inflation (if you can imagine), high unemployment and a prime interest rate even worse than I remember my parents talking about... 21.5 percent, apparently the highest since the Civil War! Overseas problems had also proliferated with the huge energy crisis, as well as endless political struggles and conflicts around the world... even in Iraq and Afghanistan. We've come full circle there, eh?

President Reagan was newly elected, and he and his top advisers were well aware that they had to act, and very quickly. Rather like Paulson and Bernanke (Federal Reserve) have been trying to push Congress into doing during our current plummeting economy.

Since none of the expert economists had more than hopeful ideas, Reagan proposed the following mandates in order to try to curtail the financial woes of the 1980's: 1.) Strictly controlling the rate of growth of government spending, 2.) Reducing personal income tax rates, 3.) Revising government regulations, 4.) Establishing a stable monetary policy, and 5.) Following a consistent national economic policy.

At any rate, before this becomes a stump speech for President Reagan, let me just say that the measures he took WORKED. Of course, today we can't cut taxes as much as Reagan did back then (the highest margin for personal income tax returns rested solidly at 70%!), but hopefully our economic leaders can learn from those things that Reagan did in the 1980's, and the "New Deal" politics of President Roosevelt in the 1930's to counteract the Great Depression.

I also don't like the frightening trend that is demonstrated in the following graph. It represents the DOW Jones Performance during the 35 years I have been alive (late 1972 - Sept. 2008).



This graph appears to illustrate a fairly steady and consistent ratio of growth through the years; notice that the stock market climbs and drops, and there are periods of mild recession... even heavy recession as per the economic hardships of the early 1980's. But always the rises and drops still fall within the upper and lower growth ranges.  Yet with this past month, something has changed severely, and it reflects the desperate state of our economy.  Notice how far we have dipped by the end of September 2008! We have completely broken through the bottom margin of growth, which does not bode well should this trend continue much longer. Don't forget the past seven devastating days for Wall Street, in which the DOW Jones Index has plummeted another 1,500 points! Consider that when you look at the graph above.

At any rate, I needed to get this out of my system.  Enough of the negativity for tonight!  It's 1:00am and time for bed!

But, before I post this entry for tonight, I should return to President Reagan for just a moment.  It seems like he did one thing more... something quite major that businesses hated, but that made a major difference in turning around the economy for the better.  I forget exactly what it was. Reagan either froze interest rates, or placed a lock on the inflation rate. That, along with a 25% reduction in income taxes allowed American citizens to save and invest more, spend more, and feel more confident about their jobs since they took home more of their money. The country saw unprecedented economic growth for six straight months in a row, and nearly 20 million new jobs were created in the process!

I hope that our economy hits whatever bottom it is heading towards quickly, and that we can start to rebuild once more. I don't think the various indexes on Wall Street can drop much further without resulting in a very dark and ugly recession. I hope that in a couple of years, we can look back at the year 2008 as not just the worst year in our nation's economy in nearly 25 years, but also a turning point for recovery and growth.
 
 
Current Mood: anxious
 
 
Michael
Well, terrible news in the U.S. financial world... congress voted down the $750 Billion bailout plan. The whole world was in a state of astonishment, for most people were quite certain that the bill would be passed. And it didn't. The vote was something like 220 against the bailout plan to 205 representatives for it.

Wall Street was in shock as well; over the weekend the Dow Jones had risen as investor confidence rose that their investments would be more protected. When the announcement came that the bill had been voted down, Wall Street responded swiftly, and the Down Jones dropped nearly 800 points! That is a HUGE drop, and in fact was the single-most greatest drop on the Dow Jones in the history of Wall Street.

As I stated in my post yesterday, $750 Billion is an awfully huge amount of money... and my biggest problem with it was how on Earth we would pay off the deficit once the emergency passed and the economy rebounds once more. Of course, without it, would the economy be able to rebound without anything to deflect the growing momentum that is currently pulling the economy downwards? Including Europe, Asia, and nearly every other international market; they too are feeling huge impacts right now from the adverse affects of our economy; things are so tightly woven together in this world-wide economy.

In fact, even the much more conservative British banks are failing one by one, even with their traditional low-risk financial practices. Great Britain is having to rescue their big banks, as are banks in Belgium, France, Germany, and many other countries throughout the entire European region. It was stated on the news that if the huge Swiss Banks fail, there may be no way to bail them out, their holdings are so great. Plus, Europe does not have the equivalent of the United States Federal Reserve, so they have no way to back the banks with federal insurance the way we can.

So now the big question is whether the choice of Congress to reject the $750 Billion dollar bill was the right decision? I do not like federal government invoking the level of intervention that such a bail-out package would result in. But unless something is done to restore the confidence of the people, the investment firms, international investors, and every other big organization that has traditionally poured money into our economy, then the movement of paper (i.e. credit) will simply come to a halt, and there will be nothing that will be able to get our financial system moving again without going through a long, difficult recession that our country has not seen since the Great Depression. I hope that we will not exceed it.

That is my greatest fear right now, so I hope that politicians and financial wizards alike can construct a plan that satisfies Republicans and Democrats alike. Something must absolutely be done, and quickly! I am very grateful for my job and for our house. Most of all, I am grateful for Mary, and my children. And I am glad for the support of my extended family as well. If things get worse, then we will weather them. We will survive! :-) And if we get through this economical crisis quickly, then I will have many prayers of thanks for my Heavenly Father... He who made this whole Earth, and who gave each of us life.
 
 
Current Mood: shocked
 
 
Michael
I can't believe that a couple of weeks has passed by since I last wrote in my journal... the time moves by so fast these days, especially since Mary and I are so busy. Our paper route has really added a much busier element to our schedules than we first anticipated, and even though there are a variety of aspects to our two paper routes that we very much enjoy, our lack of sleep and time for too little pay has been wearing on both of us, and we plan to have our paper routes transferred to other carriers (young boys) buy the beginning of October.

Do I have a right to complain about the low pay of the paper route? It's still money earned... money for an honest few hours of work every morning between Mary and I. But at $2.50 an hour for our time, before supply costs, and complaints if any (which we haven't received thus yet), it is hard to justify getting up so early every morning, seven days a week, in one of the windiest parts of the valley. And it is still in a relatively nice time of the year; winter is just around the corner, and somehow the thought of blizzardy mornings with sleet and snow and a 40mph wind is not appealing. I've done paper routes in my youth, and it was very cold to be outside in the winter... and that was during the broad daylight of after school deliveries! Besides, we are taking away work that a 12 or 14 year old boy would jump at. And doing these paper routes has been a good experience over all for both Mary and I.

Yet about a week ago, while we were at the dinner table, and Mary had gone downstairs to fold laundry, I was helping Celeste and Samuel finish up their meals, and gave them a couple more scoops of dinner.

Celeste suddenly said, "Daddy? I'm sorry to say this, but I don't like you and Mommy's paper routes!"

Poor Celeste looked very sheepish, and seemed concerned to even say what she told me. But it hit home hard, because it made me realize just how much of impact delivering papers every morning has been to our children! They come with us every Sunday morning, before the Sun has even brought the first hints of twilight into the morning sky. And Celeste has helped Mary and I deliver papers on more than one morning during the week.

I'm so tired... I really ought not to stay up much longer. It's after 11:00am, and I've been up since 4:45am this morning. And I need to be up again at 4:45am tomorrow. It's not my favorite schedule. ;-) But seriously, I have so much that I want to write! The days stream past like a blur now, and my schedule is busy from the crack of pre-dawn to when I come home at night. There is very little time left in my schedule to catch up on these sorts of things... many projects have been slowed, and even put on hold while I try to complete just my daily list of tasks and chores. I think Mary and I will be extremely grateful when all is done with the Herald Journal.

There has been so much happening in the world these days... events and terrible tragedies that seem to fill the papers and news every day. Part of me isn't sure what to think about the world anymore, and there are moments I feel tears flood my eyes. As a husband, a father of two little children, a new home-owner paying off a mortgage, paying bills each month, and living in an uncertain future, I have experienced a real sensation of fear on multiple occasions these last two weeks.

It's interesting, and rather ironic... at one point, even into the summer, I had real fears and qualms about whether my job performance was sufficient to retain a job as intense as an applications programmer for a large company... namely ICON Health & Fitness. As I have picked up speed at programming and development, and my knowledge of the JAVA language and the various constructs, class libraries, and frameworks soar, my confidence in my job has also increased. And with the interview I had with my manager, Tracy, a few weeks ago, any doubts that I had about loosing my job due to an untimely layoff have been qualmed and reduced. But now the national economy is in such a dire strait, that I am beginning to fear not only my job's security, but the financial institutions I bank and invest with.

This year has been a frightening one. First of all, the fuel prices for a gallon of gasoline at this time last year (the end of September 2007) were at around $2.80 a gallon! And until a month ago, they had reached an all time high of $4.30-ish a gallon, and the prices threatened to spiral yet higher.

Luckily with a global decrease in the consumption of gasoline, and changing financial markets, as well as a strengthening of the U.S. Dollar (finally), the price of gas is back down to about $3.79 per gallon. Still awfully expensive, but at least we can breathe a bit more easier now that we know gas seemed to have hit it's high point... at least for this year.

But in short, I want to write about my concerns for the state of the United States economical health. First of all, the war effort in IRAQ and Afghanistan has been extremely costly, racking up hundreds of billions of dollars. Whether you agree with the war or not, it has been expensive to fund.

Add to that all of the endless hurricanes we have been seeing, and the tens of billions of dollars of damage that were caused. Plus, we had seen a dramatic decrease in the value of the U.S. Dollar during the past two years, making products expensive for the American people, but at least allowing exports to sell well.

And now there is this huge financial mess in the housing industry, as well as the stocks, mutual funds, and securities; anything to do with investments, really. It seemed like every day, as I drove to work listening to the news, I heard about yet another Wall Street firm shrivel up and die as their stock became devalued in a matter of days, or even hours.

I knew that the economy was going through a rough downturn, but I didn't really concern myself over it, because it is natural (and healthy) for the financial market of a country (especially the United States) to fluctuate... sometimes dramatically. I knew that the foreclosure of homes was at an alltime high for the past decade, and that the incedent of forclosures was continuing to rise. I heard and read about a great many problems with the housing market, and blamed the people who caused spikes in housing value/costs due to "flipping" houses and making a quick profit. But still, I wasn't really overtly concerned.

Now that has all changed. There are times, nearly every day, in which I am qutite frightened about what the coming weeks and months will bring. Petrified, actually. I think I first real sense of urgency and danger I got was when I heard about the financial rescue the federal government performed when BearStearns failed. I had never invested with BearStearns, but I was definitely very aware of who they were, since they one of the largest global investment banks and securities trading and brokerage firms in the world! At least, prior to its collapse less than a month ago. Their demise started back in 2007, when the huge failures of the subprime mortgage crisis grew and grew, and then ballooned compeltely out of control. Now they are overseen by some kind of joint relationship between JPMorgan Chase and the Federal Government. I believe what happened was that the Federal Reserve was authorized to lend JP Morgan Chase $20 or $30 Billion dollars to take on the risk of BearStearns liquid assets, thus stabilizing investor confidence enough that it wouldn't cause the economy to go out of control...

I think the economists in Washington that manage the Federal Reserve (Ben Bernanke and others) were hopeful that the economy and housing market would slow, and eventually begin to rebound. But unfortunately, the kinetic energy set in motion by the subprime mortgage crisis continued to slam into more and more financial institutions. Not long after that, there was the whole issue with Fanny Mae and Freddy Mac. They had grown into a huge... ridiculously huge... organization, and the Federal Government stepped in to save them as well, as a failure to their system, and these 160+ year old institutions would be even more devestating than having BearStearns fail... catastrophic, actually, since they represented a huge amount of the housing market.

Then a few days later, I heard about the problems with Lehman Brothers, and held my breath as I rallied all my good faith that they would pull through the financial mess. And perhaps they would have, except for the nasty downward spiral that the collapse of large parts of the housing industry was effecting upon all of the big WallStreet firms. Lehman Brothers tried to survive, but as they continued to lose hundreds of millions of dollars every day, and the faith and trust of the investors continued to sour and fear set in, the stock plummeted, devaluing Lehman Brothers even further.

They couldn't survive, and also went out, which also directly threatened Merrill Lynch, one of the many companies under Lehman Brother's umbrella. Most frightening to me is that all of my 401k savings from ICON Health & Fitness are invested in Merrill Lynch! A failure of them would threaten a loss of everything we have been working so hard to put away since we moved up to Hyrum almost two years ago.

But good news came later that morning when I learned that Bank of America had purchased Merrill Lynch, for $50 Billion dollars, I believe. There is huge risk in that, but considering the Merrill Lynch is the worlds largest investment firm for the business they do, it offers an unparalleled financial marriage that will profit amazingly once the economy turns itself around. So at least for now, my retirement funds are safe. :-)

At any rate, after the huge failure of Lehman Brother's, which the Federal Government chose NOT to bail out, that left the only two giant independent financial investment firms on WallStreet... Morgan Stanley and Goldsman something or another.

They would normally have survived, since they had much more conservative approaches to investing than did most of the other companies that failed. They were not involved in the subprime mortgage industry, and had been selling off a lot of their riskiest investments during the last two years. The only reason I believe that they failed was because of the fear of investors on WallStreet throughout the world. Investors saw what had happened to every other major investment firm on WallStreet, and decided the same thing could happen to Morgan Stanley and Golds... So they basically shut off their spickets! And there was no more money to be borrowed.

Before they had failed like the others, they chose to accept the protective wing of the Federal Reserve, and the advantages that go with it, such as a reduced interest rate money window through which they can continue to borrow money during trying times. They also decided it would boost investors confidence in them, which it did, and which it has. However, the trade-off is that they will now operate under tight government restrictions and requirements for all of the trading and investing they do. That means they will no longer be able to act completely independent, nor will they be able to take the risks and reap the rewards from the creativity and ingenuity that being independent allowed them to be.

For many years, they have been nick-named the "Master of the Universe" when it comes to WallStreet. Now they are no more, and all of the large investment entities are gone. WallStreet is going to be a very different place in the coming months and years. It will be interesting to see how this all changes things.

Anyway... enough of the negativity... I just had to vent for a few minutes, you see. There are many happy aspects of our lives right now. For one thing, Mary and I are in our own house, and in the process of paying it off. Even though I have pretty stellar credit, it might have been difficult to secure a loan if we were in the market for houses right now.

Also, Cache valley has actually seen an INCREASE in property value over the past two years... not a decrease. That is a huge advantage, and it comes from the fact that the housing market was relatively inexpensive to begin with... especially compared to other places throughout the United States.

Also, I am enjoying the experience of singing in a professional choir. It is wonderful! It is my own personal extra-curricular activity, and I am very happy that Mary lets me do it. It's an amazing experience, and I feel so blessed to be able to participate in it. :-)

The best part of my life is, of course, having Mary as my wonderful wife, friend, and companion, whom I love so much. And together we are having the terrific experience of raising two amazing children. They mean so much to us!

Regardless of what happens to the economy, we have each other! And nothing can take that away from us. In addition, I am a generally optomistic person, and I feel confident that our economy and country will rebound. This year will certainly go down in history as the worst financial, economic year for the United States since the 1980's when President Regan worked hard to resolve the Savings & Loan crisis. Back then interest rates for a house loan reach as high as 18% for a person with good credit. Eighteen percent! Can you even imagine?! And yet we pulled out of that with a lot of hard work, intelligent analysis, and rather, clever, unorthodox approaches. Such as freezing interest rates so that inflation couldn't continue to go out of control.

Anyway, the time may come when things get even worse... but I am hopeful that the future of our country is a strong one, and that whoever becomes our next president can take over from President Bush and do half as well as he has done. If so, I think we'll be alright. But I fear what will happen when the experience, wisdom, and steadfastness that President Bush has brought into his two terms of office leave with him this November. This is one of those times when I wish a president could serve three terms! ;-) But perhaps the next president will bring in some new insight that can help us out of this increasing mess. It's going to be a scary transition, because the next president will have some awfully large shoes to fill.

Current Time: 12:21am. *sigh* time for bed.

Oh, and if you made it this far, I commend you! I think this is three journal entries in one.
 
 
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Michael
Sunday - flashback a few weeks ago... pulled from the journal entries I save in notepad on my laptop, and expanded a bit.

Today was my turn to play the organ, as per my current calling. Interesting, in the Hyrum 14th ward, which we were in for a year until they performed a multi-Stake boundary reorganization around the beginning of the year, Mary and I were called as CTR-5 teachers. I received a second calling during the final few months of our time in the Hyrum 14th ward: that of Ward Organist! I really enjoy the opportunity to play the organ for Church each Sunday... or every other Sunday when a second organist is called. It's one way that I feel the Spirit so strongly! Music really speaks to my soul, and religious music is especially powerful for me.

Now, in the Hyrum 12th ward, history has repeated itself... at least regarding our callings. Mary and I were asked, within a week of the ward boundary re-organization (which split the Hyrum 12th and 14th wards precisely along our street), whether we would accept a calling as primary teachers, teaching one of the two CTR-6 classes. Well, we accepted of course, although there are times that Mary rather wishes she could attend Relief Society; that isn't something she has been able to do for nearly two years now. She enjoys aspects of being a primary teacher, of course, but when certain members of our class get rambunctious and cause difficulty for the rest of the kids to focus, it does rather feel like we are running a daycare center, instead of teaching a Sunday school lesson.

A week after that calling, I was asked whether I would accept a second calling... that of Ward Organist. So that makes two wards that I have been ward organist in now... three, actually, since I was ward Organist for a while in the BYU 93rd Young-Married Student ward. I was organist there until I was called as Stake Financial Clerk, and my responsibilities with four simultaneous callings (Ward Organist, Family History Instructor, Sunday School Teacher one lesson a month, and Stake Financial Clerk) got to be too much. At that time I was also working full time as a consultant for Microsoft Technical support, and attending school full time 12+ credit hours of school), so it meant that what little time I was able to spend with my family was now being compromised by so many Church callings.

So I did something which probably not enough people do when overburdened... I spoke with the Stake Presidency on the night they were going to sustain me, and requested that I be released from two of my four callings. Thank goodness we had an understanding Stake Presidency (President Garner, and his counselors, President Wimmer and ?). They were immediately empathetic, and told me that absolutely I would not need to continue the ward callings. The Stake calling took precedence, and so they would speak to our Bishop and request that I be released. Yet I continued on as Ward Organist for another month until Bishop was able to find a replacement for me.

And before that, in the BYU 215th Single Ward, I was called (at one point) as Ward Choir Director, and the Music Specialist on organizing special musical numbers. I believe that I was also Ward Organist (or in this case Ward Pianist since we met in the Eyring Science Center on BYU campus ;-) I'll never forget the unique experience of meeting in a Science building, with the huge Foucault pendulum swinging perpetually back and forth outside our meeting room! It was also probably the only time I we will have sacrament meeting in a stadium classroom with a large periodic table of the elements spanning the room above our Branch President's head. :-)

And of course, I was asked to play the organ and piano for many of the meetings during my mission in Ohio. I even served as Organist for one of the small branches we attended while I served in Washington Court House, out in the sticks of the the rolling Ohio countryside! That building was unique too, as it was located directly on the main street of the small town of Greenfield. The building had a large glass display window with large black laminate letters that identified this as "The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints." What made the building even more interesting is that except for the defining inscription on the glass, it looked like one of many shops that ran back to back down main street. This building was the old Hallmark shoppe!

In another ward on my mission, I was routinely asked to fill in as Primary pianist, which the little children found absolutely terrific! They thought it was great that they had a missionary attend primary and play their primary songs for them every other week!

So yes, I have filled the role of Organist and Pianist for quite a long time. I feel very blessed as well, because when I left on my mission, there were only three hymns in the entire LDS hymn book that I could play well. Heavenly Father blessed me so much!

But I am writing rather tangentially tonight, and should get back on track. Today it was our classes turn to present Sharing Time! Because the kids needed to practice singing all of the songs for the upcoming Primary Program, the primary presidency asked us if we would be willing to keep our sharing time presentation down to fifteen minutes or less. No problem there! Although we did rather go over on time by a few minutes.

Earlier this year, Mary and I had been rather skeptical about what we would present for Sharing Time as a class. We wanted our lesson to be engaging for all of the children... especially important since this was junior primary. But a few weeks ago, Mary got the idea from a lesson that Tia and Tyler taught. It involved the primary children performing little experiments as scientists, and Alison (Thayne's wife) even took the time to sew up a couple of adorable white aprons, primary kid age.

So Mary discussed the idea with me, and it sounded wonderful! The topic was baptism, which was perfectly appropriate for what we would be doing. Especially since teaching little children, not yet accountable for their actions, about a subject like baptism would be rather abstract for their minds. Yet kids are smart, if you know how to teach something just the right way.

So we prepared our class the week before, setting their expectations that we woudl be teaching Sharing Time as a class today. Mary and I had experimented earlier in the week, so we new how we were going to do it.

Opening Exercises for Primary concluded, and the Senior primary went to their individual classes, while the junior primary left the chapel and congregated in the Primary room for Sharing time. We didn't have white scientist aprons, but we did have two of the cutest little aprons for children that you have ever seen! Since Mary has been face-painting children there each week, she has become very familiar with the other vendors that sell their goods there. One of them makes all kinds of homemade items, including aprons. Mary definitely considered getting some, but they seemed rather overpriced, so she held off. But then, during one of our trips to Orem (for the Olson Family Reunion I believe), Mary stopped in "Kid to Kid," and hit paydirt! They were selling some brand new aprons there, and she bought two of them: One was blue color with a Thomas the Train pattern, and the second was a cute pink and purple apron featuring cats and kittens.

So we had the aprons for our kids now. While Mary was setting things up on the "laboratory" table, I introduced our lesson, and asked if any of the kids knew what Baptism was. There were many excited answers, so I laid the groundwork for baptism until Mary was ready. Then we had our classmates go out amongst the classes to select children to come up to be scientists.

Mary had set up a large quart mason jar that represented the decisions we made throughout life. There were 12 clear, plastic cups sitting on a tray, empty except for a small mound of white powder (baking soda) resting on the bottom of each cup. The powder conveniently covered the several drops of food coloring that lay underneath. Each of these cups represented various choices we each might make. Folded strips of paper inscribed with a description of that choice were taped to each cup.

One by one, the kids that were selected to come up would select a cup for their experiment. If the child was old enough to reach, I would have them read it to the other kids. Otherwise Mary and I took turns reading the descriptions of the choice that cup represented. We would ask the kids to decide whether it was a right or wrong choice. Once they made their decision, we would let the "scientist" pour in a a measuring cup with a special scientific solution (Vinegar). The powder in the plastic cups would react virgerously when it represented a wrong choice. In contrast, no reaction occurred when a right choice was made.

The first cup represented a wrong choice; the results were quite spectacular when the boy, donning his scientist apron, poured it into the cup. It frothed up, buppling and spitting, and simultaneously turned a deep red color. Of course, even young children realize that "red" can represent things that are evil and wrong, and so they new immediately it was confirmed as a wrong choice. It is interesting, is it not, that the color of "RED" also represents love and devotion in our society? Two opposite ends of the spectrum.

So when the second child (a girl) came up, and also selected a "wrong decision" cup, the kids new what to expect. But this time it was a brilliant green color! They cries of astonishment were even greater this time, for they had anticipated red.

For the rest of the lesson, teachers had difficulty keeping their children in their seats, for so many of them wanted to come up and be close to the experiment... they would have completely clustered around us had their teachers not restrained them. :-) Our concern that we might have difficulty keeping the children's attention was not a problem at all. They were absolutely rivited!

Finally, when all of the choices had been read and experimented upon, we demonstrated an even more powerful part of our lesson... the most important concept of all... that of Baptism, which our Savior Jesus Christ exemplified for each of us.

You must visualize and understand how brackish and evil that water now looked in the mason jar! For though it had started half full of clear, pure water (representing each of us when we are born into this world), it was now nearly full of all of the choices (good and bad) that had been poured into it every time the choice was made and reacted. All those colors created a uniform ugliness, dark and even a bit frightening to some of the children.

So I explained to them, as Mary held the jar high enough for all the children to see, that baptism was the way that our Heavenly Father made it possible for us to become pure and clean once more. Mary then poured a bit of the "Magic Water" from a beaker, and the children watched, transfixed, as it swirled down into the mason jar, and purified the ugliness into cleanliness once more!

Our lesson went very well. Our class enjoyed helping teach it, and the entire primary loved the lesson. After we practiced the songs for the primary program, and split off into our individual classes, we let our own students experiment with what we had left over from the lesson. And thus the principle and ordinance of baptism was hopefully ingrained into their minds... for without baptism, none of us could return to live with our Father and Jesus Christ again.

I believe that Mary also wrote about the lesson, so you can read her take on it as well. It will definitely be one of our most memorable experiences in the primary.

Then later that night, there was an Elder's Quorum Fireside for all of the Elders and their wives. They Elders Quorum Presidency served cheesecake for everyone! And they had six young women that watched all of our kids while we enjoyed the fireside. It was a video that had been put together by the Elder's quorum president. He was a young man, but had gained experience at Utah State University on video recording and editing on the computer systems, and was still actively involved with video and multimedia presentations.

A few months ago, he had asked several of the Elders if they would be willing to come over to the Church one night, dressed in Sunday attire, of course, and share our love for the Savior, and one of our favorite teachings about Jesus Christ. The information that we shared, he explained, would be recorded onto digital video, which he would later edit into a special video. This video would be the main focus of the Elders Quorum fireside.

I had been nervous that night, and hadn't shared my feelings quite as effectively as I would have liked to; being filmed live made me more than a little self-confidence... as it did with many of the Elders who came to share their favorite teaching of Christ. Yet he was able to take all of the recordings, and merged them together into a multimedia video with a soft, gentle musical soundtrack, and a large variety of paintings and illustrations of Christ and his teachings, which were interwoven with the various video clips of the testimonies and stories that each of us shared. He even preceded it by an excerpt from an LDS Church video of Elder Jeffrey R. Holland, walking through the Garden of Gethsemane where Christ spent some of the final hours of his life.

The resulting video was absolutely fantastic, and I believe it was a spiritual experience for most of those present. Interestingly, a large number of us chose to speak about the love our Savior has for little children... which makes sense because it isn't only a beautiful part of our Savior... so many of us are young fathers and husbands, and we have little children. So to imagine our Saviors love for our own children is a very powerful comfort.

It also connected in a powerful way to the lesson that Mary and I gave with our class today in Primary. Baptism is not something that happens once in our life, and then we are saved... it is certainly an important part of our mortal progression, and absolutely vital for our Eternal salvation. But Baptism is only one step along the path of righteousness that we must ever follow throughout this life.

It was a fantastic fireside, and it concluded a very spiritual Sabbath Day for me. It is great to remember our Saviors great, and limitless love for each of us, and a powerful reminder of the importance of striving every day to live our lives the best that we can, and ever grow from the choices that we make.
 
 
Current Mood: enriched and blessed
 
 
Michael
25 May 2008 @ 10:55 pm
I was still not feeling perfect, and with the busy week, Mary was worn out as well. We decided to skip Sacrament Meeting. We attended the next two meetings, however, for which for Mary and I have the responsibility of one of two CTR6 classes. We are Primary Teachers! It was worth going to Primary just to see the kids in our class smile!
 
 
Current Mood: sick
 
 
Michael
What an awful day (health-wise) this has been for us.

Samuel came down sick on Sunday (see the journal entry I helped him write), and he threw up on me three times in Sacrament Meeting.  :-(  Poor Samuel... not at all fun being sick.  He developed into diarrhea by afternoon, and we couldn't help wonder whether this might be another bout of Crypto!  (Cryptosporidium parasite).  Probably just paranoid of us, since I believe it takes much longer to develop.

The rest of us were feeling fine, although I called Mary at the AF hospital, because I was concerned she might be sick without knowing it, and there was the potential that she could pass it onto the little twins.

Monday went fairly well, although Samuel continued to show flu-like symptoms.  Celeste came with me while I drove our third truckload of rocks up to Trenton, to dump off at Candice Merrill's house.  Celeste really enjoyed it!  A fun trip... sort of a Daddy-daughter outing.

Early Tuesday morning, sometime between 1:00am and 2:00am, Mary woke up in a terrible state!  She had a pounding headache, felt congested, and discovered she now had severe diarrhea.

Both Mary and I were up most the night, although I had difficulty helping Mary as much as I would like because I was ALSO feeling really sick.  I too had developed diarrhea, though not as severe as Mary's, but the abdominal pain I was feeling was quite intense.

I wonder whether we might have gotten this from Jerry, since he hadn't been feeling well.  I later read in an email from Aunt Annette that a terrible strain of flu was going through the Legacy.

It was nearing 7:00am, and Mary was in terrible pain that had grown even worse.  I gave her a blessing, which I am grateful to be able to do; blessings really help a great deal, and bring both comfort and a kind of cleansing of the soul. 

At about 7:20am, I left a message with Tracy Cox, and emailed as well, to let him know that I would be taking Mary in to see the doctor.

Unbeknownst unto me, Mary called my Dad and I heard her ask my father if he could come over and give me a priesthood blessing.  I was surprised, but touched... I would probably not have asked him for one myself.  But I was grateful for it, and my father was happy to come and help.

We went to the Logan IHC Instacare, and we were there at about 8:05am (five minutes after it opened).  But due to renovations and the unlucky coincidence that today was their moving day—over to the new building right next door—they were closed until noon, today only!  That was WAY too long to wait, and Mary was still in very bad abdominal pain.  Such tummy pain is not something you want to ignore!

So we went up to see our primary care physician, Dr. Hilldahl.  Visiting our doctor which would have been less expensive than visiting Instacare.  I think Instacare rates on our current Insurance are up around $100 for a visit now!  But the emergency room would have been close to $150.  So it’s all relative, eh?

Instead, we went to the Cache Community Hospital, where it was only $15 a visit!  Kind of subsidized Health Care, through ICON.  It helps reduce overall healthcare costs too, because it costs ICON a lot less when employees come here.  While they are not as fully staffed or equipment rich as the hospital next door, they can handle the majority of issues that people visit doctors for.  Especially when the symptoms being checked are something minor to moderate; if the patient only requires a simple diagnosis, they are perfectly staffed to handle them, with both registered nurses and doctors working there within a generous range of hours.  They can also easily issue prescriptions of the appropriate medications, if necessary.  Even X-rays and laboratory work can be done here.   We had never visited them before, yet I had heard good things about them, and became acquainted with some of their staff when they came to ICON’s training room for an open house of sorts last month.

We ended up waiting about 40 minutes for them to open... both Mary and I were feeling awful, and had our seats in the van reclined as much as possible, while trying to simultaneously entertain our two children, who were quite restless because they knew that Mommy and Daddy weren’t feeling well.

Celeste, as usual, had somehow avoided getting sick; I think she inherited my internal chemistry and constitution, since I rarely get sick.  I have actually been sick more during the past two years, likely brought on by the stress of our move to a new location, and all the work that I have been putting into my job at ICON.  There has been much to learn (that process hasn’t ended yet! ;-), and there is also a great deal of responsibility in my position.  We basically work largely with the managers from nearly every department at ICON, since our group writes the internal applications that they request and use.

So anyway, I don’t normally get sick that often… even last year (I took 2 sick days), was more than I am used to being sick.  Samuel was still recovering from his flu-like symptoms, so he was on edge as it was, and not feeling so good.

When they finally did open, we all went in, and waited in the waiting room while Mary filled out the necessary new patient forms.  There was a fun little children’s playhouse in one corner of the lobby, and toys and books to keep them entertained.  And a big, old fashioned toy box too!  I think that Celeste and Samuel were rather fascinated with it… they hadn’t ever seen anything like it before.  Though it was made of classic wood (painted) and metal, I was happy to see that they had padded the edges of the toybox lid with rubbery plastic, to avoid little smashed fingers.  And they apparently had placed a mechanism on the hinges of the toybox to slow the lids descent if it fell closed… almost hydraulic in nature.

So while Celeste entertained themselves in the children’s corner, I contented myself with laying flat on the floor, since it seemed to be the only way I could easy my own pain. 

Mary finished filling out the paperwork, and we awaited our turn to have Mary seen… and we didn’t have to wait long, either.  :-)  It was a quick diagnosis, yet the doctor seemed to be quite thorough.  Mary had the flu, but it was probably one of the short-lived 48 hour flues… it hits hard, but heals quickly.

I took the rest of the day off, to be with my family.  I was pretty sick too, so I figured a day away from work would be best.  It was nice to just spend time with them during a normal day of the week.  I don’t know what I would do without my sweetheart and my children.  They make even the darkest hours bearable and enjoyable.  :-)

 
 
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